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LizardKiss
rawr.
Artist | Photography
United States
Current Residence: In a box behind the TV...rawr
Favourite genre of music: rock
Shell of choice: The little shell that I live in...
Skin of choice: mine of course =]
Personal Quote: "The wprst thing about being lied to is knowing you arent worth the truth"
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I feel so shitty...The house feels so empty now. It sucks. Normally I can just shake it off, but it's like impossible now, I screwed up too bad and I don't think it can ever go to the way it was. I hate being like this, I feel so alone...so lost. I guess its all my fault, I did it to myself. If I could take it back I would, But I can't. So now I'm in for the consequences, I'm in it deep now. I don't know what to do. I'm so scared whats going to happen to me, I feel so lost at the same time. Everything that used to be fun just isn't now. Maybe I'm being too dramatic but I cant help it. I try being happy, I tried everything that usually does it, But I can't live with myself now. I guess this is part of the punishment. Where did I go wrong? I was a "perfect" staright A student that didnt do anything, and look where I am now? My moms blaming it on her, but I tell her it isn't her but how do some kids turn out right and some not? Does it have anything to do with there parents? If it does I can't think of anywhere where my mom went wrong, I've been thinking about a lot and I thinks that half my problem, If I would just let it go and look for the best in it, I tried, But theres nothing. I'm seriously scared to get taken away from my parents, I was trying to ask questions about what will happen but they told me to shut up that I was under arrest. I felt better after I talked to Corissa yesterday though about it all, cuz she knows where I'm coming from, since she was sitting right next to me threw it all, and shes into as much shit as I am. My moms freaking cuz now I have a record and she scared about like getting a job, getting into college and everything. But they said it was closed...whatever that means, that like it won't show unless I do it again. Which, I won't. I learned my lesson in the worst way possible. I'm barely here, thats all I can really say. I'm here but my mind isn't. Theres nothing  I can do either, If I go out of my room, it will be worse. I will walk in the kitchen for everyone to stop talking and look at me, they all look so disappointed and thats the worse feeling ever, knowing u let them down.

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:iconcharlesnissen:
CharlesNissen Featured By Owner Nov 7, 2005  Professional Traditional Artist
NICE GALLERY :slow:
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:iconnnofxx:
nnofxx Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2005
beautiful!!
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:iconsk8mac:
sk8mac Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2005  Professional Digital Artist
you ish pretty!!!! :giggle:
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:iconrick123:
rick123 Featured By Owner May 27, 2005  Professional General Artist
cool work!!!!! :D
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:iconliveoutsidethebox:
liveoutsidethebox Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2005
hey thanks for the insta-fav on smooches2 ([link]) !!
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:iconlizardkiss:
LizardKiss Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2004   Photographer
YAY! it's snowing...I'm really bored....
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:iconj-mac:
J-Mac Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2004
Thanx for passing by
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tbi Featured By Owner Oct 17, 2004
you have some nice photo-shots in your gallery :#1: :#1:
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LizardKiss Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2004   Photographer
:aww: :lmao: :hump: :headbang: :boogie: :brushteeth: :XD:
:eyepopping: :woot: :licking: :hug: :finger: :jawdrop: :stupidme:
:worship: :omfg: :slow: :crying: :sing: :weed: :devil: :love:
:skullbones: :horny: :yum: :lick: :dance: :evillaugh: ^^; :jackdirt:
:meditation: :slap: :smooch: :strip: :cuddle: :poke: :spank:
:burp:
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